actually, this might sound dickish but i blame my friend for being horny and posting my stuff to r34. thats the only reason why my stuff got traction. im not entirely sad about it, i made a friend from it (i think they were from r34?) but im still pissed about it. i wish he had just kept that shit to himself. my art isnt worth having a following of degenerates, i just want my art to be normal and not linked to weird koichi fetish porn, or just loli/shota porn in general, but he thought it was a good idea to post my shit without my permission. if you're reading this, im sorry im saying this behind your back, but im honestly just so frustrated about this situation. i dont want to be hated for being a pedo or whatever, i want to be hated for normal things, but you just had to go and get bright ideas, and post MY STUFF without MY PERMISSION

mind you, it didnt even start at koichi, obviously. but he still never asked my permission. thinking about it makes me mad. it wouldnt have been that hard to ask for permission to show my shit. just because i told you that you could show your friends the images, doesnt mean that you were allowed to post it in r34. r34 is not your friend from what i know. dont use me as your scapegoat to post art in there. this is what horniness does to a man. im so fucking pissed its unbelievable. i love him so much but he can be such a jackass sometimes. fuck me.