my twitter is now unofficial. or atleast it's not my main place. idgaf anymore

i still dont like it here that much, but atleast in here people seem to notice art, even if it's a small amount, while on twitter it's just not the best.

i'm not going into detail about what happened and why i'm coming back here groveling, but all i'm gonna say is that my mental health is far too bad to take a place like twitter, where you have to specifically appease your fanbase. i guess you gotta do the same here but i feel like the people who found my art here were more accepting of what i wanted to draw.

(granted how i worded it made it sound bad but keep in mind i still drew what i always do here, but i think my audience there specifically wanted fanart of a little something something while in here i can do whatever i want imo.)

im still gonna use twitter to post art b ut maybe ill use this to posts timelapses or something since youtuube is a no-go.

masyb e animations too if i ever get to learning them.-

sorry fgor the messy wrtihng im very pissed today

i hate not having anything to draw

how do i get ideas besides asking

i mightve messed up the dick on that zacian drawing

hey uh, sorry i havent been able to upload anything lately.

digital art is incredibly hard for me to complete. don't know why, maybe depression, but we can't just blame it on that, since i could complete it before despite that. no, the real reason is just.. iv'e been busy.

a little something fucked up my time, and now i have a shitfucked schedule, so i cant complete my art on time. i might try to upload some traditional art but that renders me actually using my phone, and since i bring my sketchbook outside, i dont know if i actually will?

whatever the case, be patient with me

im too attached to the name "byternom" and other variants of it im sorry guys

rebranding. im still gonna use ng but under a different acronym. im not telling you. catch me if you can.

i have calmed down from a few days ago

ill draw whatever character i so fucking please. bitches can have a problem with it but idgaf.

i try to age them up, have a problem? doesn't look as "aged up" as you like? then my shit drawings arent for you. shoo

actually, this might sound dickish but i blame my friend for being horny and posting my stuff to r34. thats the only reason why my stuff got traction. im not entirely sad about it, i made a friend from it (i think they were from r34?) but im still pissed about it. i wish he had just kept that shit to himself. my art isnt worth having a following of degenerates, i just want my art to be normal and not linked to weird koichi fetish porn, or just loli/shota porn in general, but he thought it was a good idea to post my shit without my permission. if you're reading this, im sorry im saying this behind your back, but im honestly just so frustrated about this situation. i dont want to be hated for being a pedo or whatever, i want to be hated for normal things, but you just had to go and get bright ideas, and post MY STUFF without MY PERMISSION

mind you, it didnt even start at koichi, obviously. but he still never asked my permission. thinking about it makes me mad. it wouldnt have been that hard to ask for permission to show my shit. just because i told you that you could show your friends the images, doesnt mean that you were allowed to post it in r34. r34 is not your friend from what i know. dont use me as your scapegoat to post art in there. this is what horniness does to a man. im so fucking pissed its unbelievable. i love him so much but he can be such a jackass sometimes. fuck me.

this might be the only news post since i dont really care about this feature, but i think ignoring this matter would make me look like a hypocrite.

i used to draw sexually charged drawings of koichi hirose from jojo and i apologize if anyone felt like it was pedophilic. i tried aging him up (by drawing him in the golden wind version) while still keeping his normal size, but it wasn't that good... so... both for my sanity and yours, i wont draw any porn of jojo characters unless commissioned/requested/whatever but even then im not gonna draw underage characters

edit: also if you ask why i chose koichi in the first place, its mostly because i liked shortstacks at the time. i guess you could consider that a "thinly veiled excuse for cp" but thats just why i fixated so hard on him. not his age, i didnt give a shit about it.